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holy shit this trip is exhausting but amazing!!! Paris was hot...Barcalona was full of hot guys and rome was hot. Berlin is not bad, although its too much like the US...i think andrea and i might cut berlin short and go somewhere else. there is so much to talk about! too little time...
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We'll my 21st birthday was super great! Thanks to everyone who called me or left me a message on myspace. :) I went out for a drink at 12AM on May 22nd. It was rad. Steve was so awesome. He bought me a drink at the bar, bought me a super yummy cheesecake, got me a sweet card, a gym membership (because i wanted it), and was just the best freakin boyfriend in the whole wide world. I love him so much it's disgusting. I think he's taking me out to dinner tonight too. YAY! So anyway, Reed and Harmony came down and we all went to the Giants game which was uber fun even though Barry didnt hit shit. But the Giants won! Although i hardly payed any attention to the game. I was just drunk. :) Ahhh it feels so good!
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[16 Mar 2006|01:44pm] |
I feel so neutralized right now. Yesterday was strange. It was a shitty day and a great day...so they cancel each other out right? -1+1=0 Funny how life does that to you. My negative is that my job sucks butt and they keep setting me back. BUT the good thing is that I FINALLY got into UC Santa Cruz. Now I have to see about Irvine and Santa Barbara.
So anyways...i've been watching the 4th season of Sex and the City and Carrie and Aiden's relationship reminds me SOOOO much of mine and Steve's. The guy even looks like Steve...but I watched the show yesterday and it was the one where the break up because he wants to get married and she's not ready. It was so sad...i cried. I feel JUST like them. I feel like thats what our relationship is headed for. Even if its not marriage we're dealing with it's just different times in our lives. I love steve so much and i have great respect for him...that will never ever fade...but i feel like the more time that goes by the clearer our fate is; and neither one of us is ready to deal with it. I have too many decisions right now
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okay, this bugs the crap otta me...why do people always push the hanicap button for the doors? Is it because they are to fucking retarded to open a door? GOD! And we ask outselves why Americans are getting fat...because we push the handicap button to open our doors! I think the says enough about fat/lazy Americans. I'm moving to Italy! WHO'S COMING?!
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[10 Feb 2006|04:15pm] |
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i cant stand applying to colleges. I dont think i want to go anywhere else now. I know i'm going to be rejected AGAIN for some STUPID MINOR reason....AGAIN. Ugh i hate the anticipation.
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[10 Feb 2006|12:58pm] |
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i love my dad...but gah! WHY DOES HE TALK TO DAMN MUCH!!!!!
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| tahoe |
[18 Jan 2006|10:09am] |
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okay, so it's been like at least 3 days since i was at lake tahoe, but it was so much fun! My weekend went from shitty situatution to best weekend in a LONG time. My parents were supposed to come up last weekend, but VERY last minute they canceled because of some....things.... So anyway, this guy Chris that used to live in our apartment invited us to Lake Tahoe. We got to stay in this kick ass cabin with like 8 other people who were really nice. It had a hot tub and everything. When we got to Tahoe there was very little snow, but that night or early morning i guess it started snowing like crazy! In something like 5 hours we got 3 inches of snow. It was sooooo pretty! And by the time we left my car was practicly buried! But snowboarding in snowing snow was SO DAMN COLD! After one run, my hair was literally frozen into a windswept position. And it was hard to see anything pretty much a white out all day saturday. But the next days was PERFECT! all the snow was fresh and fluffy the sun was out, it was great. Oh and i actually know how to snowboard now! Well sort of. I was so tired by the end of the day. It took every bit of energy i could muster just to get down the mountain. I could hardly stand. Steve had a LOT of fun though, we went down some scary shit...i would never do that. AH! oh yeah and his Seahawks won their first game. It was such a good weekend though. I met a lot of nice people, got a good work out, and had a great time. And for everything lift tickets, 2 nights, food and gas it only cost me like 200 bucks. Not bad for a holiday weekend and VERY last minute. Okay, so im ready to go back.
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[12 Jan 2006|11:43am] |
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do you ever feel that someone is judging you and then "complements" you...sarcasticly. Maybe i'm crazy, but i swear this guy at my work hates me for some reason...because i look like shit when i come to work? i dont know. He's very sly about it all though. I dont like it.
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| things i've learned at work... |
[09 Jan 2006|11:20pm] |
1. the sbc envelopes taste the best. 2. the best part of sending out checks is licking the SBC envelopes. 3. there is no such thing as "penny for a thought" people will always tell you if you want to hear it or not. 4. i learned how to make a rubberband ball.
i cant wait to start school.
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| Happy New Years!!!! |
[03 Jan 2006|08:51am] |
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Well, first of all...Happy 2006 to everyone! My New Years weekend was quite fun. I'm sad that i have to go back to work. My lovely sister was up here all weekend. It was so much fun! I'm sad that she has to go home... :( We always have so much retarded fun. I don’t think I really appreciated having a sister until i moved out...the grass is always greener right? Well we had a good time...even though it was raining most of the weekend. I showed her most of San Fran. We went and watched fireworks for New Years. Those things are way more exciting when you're drunk...hahaha. Then Zack was cool enough to drive up from San Jose and Steve came home from Seattle. So we all got high and went to the "Burger Joint." It was a great time. I wish I had friends like them up here. Monday we went down to the Winchester mansion. That place is WEIRD. It's creepy without the talk of "spirits". But we had a great time. I’m gonna miss my sister…it will probably be awhile until we get to see each other again. Hohum. Well at least I can look forward to my Mom, Dad, and Brother visiting next week!
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[24 Dec 2005|12:36am] |
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fuck.
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[12 Dec 2005|09:43am] |
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cool weekend....payed way too much for a White Stripe/ Death Cab for Cutie concert (where i missed Hot Hot Heat and Coheed. Ran half a mile drunk looking for a taxi. Tried Absinthe for the first time (weird...). And ate some yummy weird gourmet food. It was a good weekend...
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[06 Dec 2005|08:10am] |
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do you ever feel invisable? i always do.
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| Thanksgiving fun |
[30 Nov 2005|08:27am] |
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So San Diego/ Thanksgiving was rad. It was great to see my family and Andrea. Oh and Diana and MImi of course. Some shit happened...more stories for the kids right? Anyway, the drive was excruciating. We left here at 5PM after work and we got to my parents house at 3:45AM. I felt like I had just ran a marathon. The drive home was pretty fun though. I got a little tour of UCI. Very pretty campus. So yeah, this is a really boring journal entry...oh well.
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[12 Nov 2005|11:42pm] |
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God, im so fucking bored. I hate not having any friends. It's a Saturday fucking night and I'm sitting here watching Thelma and Louise. Which probably isnt a good idea since i'm so freakin lonely and havent had a girl friend in forever. Im tired of hanging out with guys...i love them, but i want someone i can be girly with. Go shopping or talk about sex, whatever. ive never been so freakin lonely. This is the second week i've done nothing. The second week i've sat at home by myself while my boyfriend sleeps. what a grand ol time.
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[04 Nov 2005|08:12am] |
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I would like to thank Andrea and Jason for introducing me to Metric. Love it.
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| Ipod UPod we all like IPODS |
[13 Oct 2005|08:52am] |
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I have this burning feeling in my chest and its not heartburn. I want an Ipod so bad...i'm <.....> this close to buying one. And they just came out with a new Ipod and its just the size i want and it's cheaper than the old Ipod i wanted. Im so giddy. I need to buy my mother a gift for her birthday first. What to get....hmmm....and Ipod? OH and if all you people want a discount on and apple products...he's a lil tip if you dont already know...go to "Education" on Apple's main site and then find the student discount. You can get an Ipod Nano 2gb for 179 or 4gb for 229. Awesomesauce. Okay well for all of the people who already knew that...dont leave a comment says "oh I knew that...duh...everyone knows that." Cuz you know what motherfucker...i dont give a shit. Anyways, i have a ton of energy right now so im going to stop before this journal gets outta hand. Peace out all you sexy bitches.
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[08 Oct 2005|10:43pm] |
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goddammit this sucks.
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| Alone |
[02 Oct 2005|07:49pm] |
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I feel so alone right now...even when the person i love most is right next to me. *sigh* it's no use sometimes.
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| Photoshop |
[29 Sep 2005|11:33am] |
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My titles are getting really boring...oh well. Haha, how lame that i notice that. I downloaded the NEW photoshop for my online class. I'm loving it so much! So many things i never knew i could do! So many things i didnt know how to use! I cant wait to play! WHEEE!
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